Re: reporting the news is important!!

Posted By: Joshua <joshuawhitehorse@caramail.com>
Date: Saturday, 15 September 2001, at 9:44 p.m.

In Response To: Re: reporting the news is important!! (angel)

> thanks. ive been going through so many
> conflicting emotions since this attack
> atarted,
> im to confused to even post them,i dont know
> if i really feel them, or if its just what i
> was thought growing up in the family,or if
> im just scared, i dont know. maybe i just
> need a break from it all.
I've been witnessin' myself for Christ since many years and despite a big faith in My Perfect God I began back to ask Him a few questions these days again as: Why Father God in Jesus' Name do you allow suuffering? Why did you allow the Enemy, the dirty Devil, to exist as a whole? I know White needs black, light needs darkness & yin needs yang & all that stuff & that "life is a passage" as said in the Book of James... but but but how can this be? Is suffering (handicaped people, wars between human beings you created, illnesses, diseases, AIDS, earthquakes, tornadoes, etc.. etc...) part of your "perfect" plan really?... I believe you're perfect but you seem "progressing" dear God with experience no? Before your Son Jesus Christ appeared You accepted kings & so many holy people of yours kill for your Glory by taking over lands in Your Name for thousands of years?! After Your Son came down here, everything changed! Did You make a mistake then or are You progressing now somehow?!... Many questions then some have to ask ya! The youth need answers to these questions dear Father in Jesus' Name!

So Angel I guess as me & you we should ask our Father God what is that all about! He has to answer us as we are His Children & I believe we should trust Him still fully as ever dear Angel girl! You seem comin' just at the right time so together we can ask Him to give us some more clearer answers... My faith tells me not to doubt though, but answers we need!... Love & Prayers, Joshua